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Monday, 9 April 2012

To Catch Up

I have been couch surfing, up until paying for a b and b out of my own pocket last week I fucked up and intended to at least enjoy my Easter weekend but I fucking lost money, did it in and missed a party on Fri, went out on Saturday and got by on just under a gram and a few drinks when I could have done with more...why I get shitwrecked sometimes at home I don't know, I want to nip that in the bud it is a bad habit and one I can't afford....also had been hitting the bottle lately. The last time I saw Frosty the douche I was evicted from my room the same day......cos you were not allowed liquor there and I was found with two empty cans.....kicked me out on the street and I was stuck in a trailer during the cold spell with nothing....turkeying off benzos as having no booze or blow. He expected me to shag his mate for some crap blow while he shagged his new hooker in the other you know if you been following. I have a new room and I intend to sort my life out as I am sick of this shit......I want to concentrate on my writing, control my vices and save my using for weekends. Oh, and I am allowed to fucking drink where I am going unlike the last shared house, was rarely there cos my housemates did my skull in. The douche has not called and I have blocked him and his skank off facebook, maybe the ho calling the ho a skank sounds like hypocrisy but I don't pretend to love douches so I can get into their fucking house, nor put my tongue soooo far up their arses as she does his 'Aren't you wonderful blah blah blah'....I tell no man I love him unless I do. I am not a violent or vengeful person but I do not wish him or her well....I sussed her out on fb...when she met him she was a heroin addict and still has dvt...nothing against that we all have our vices ( I still dabble in opiates and my friend Mel is a beautiful dope fiend, just like I kept my looks when I had a smack habit, you don't have to let yourself go)...and the douche is a hypocrite...hates smack but uses cold water extraction for dihydrocodiene to come down off the blow never mind he bangs up steroids too...experienced some roid rage from him too...) but his new skank was an extreme fiend and her conversation was limited to heroin, prostitution, and men.....oh and the wonderful Frosty, who, in her words, still 'thought the world of me'. Sure. The jerk hated me all he wanted was to shag me.....all I used to do was jerk him off in return for blow (nothing to boast about) but to make me do more he had to make me fall for him......what a fucking jerk (0ff)!! as he could not get it up most of the time cos of the coke booze and steroids.....fuck you Frosty! You have already pawned your car so pimp your bitch out next as you tried with me and my last snowman succeeded in doing...good luck with you anorexic crack whore who looks 50 but has the body of a 15 year old and agrees to shave her body hairs and dress in your pervy schoolgirl I refused....I have got past the stage of pity for her as before she was the worst dope fiend in town and had no friends...but now she is on a meth script and has blow she has over 100....I have blocked her too....she licks his arse for blow...he hates being questioned his coke fuelled ego is blown up...she is as thick as two planks of as my friend...fuck you both skank and douche you deserve each other. Let him shag other women while he poses as your 'boyfriend'....but you are both using each other as you are both heartless using motherfuckers...get on with it and good luck! Glad bitch that through him you now have over 100 friends from your former four...goodbye sugar and not a moment too soon (too quote blondie). Fake female friends suck but men who fake relationships can rot in hell too...goodbye you nasty paper gangsta! My rant....they can both rot in hell!!! PS as summer is here I am eyeing up other matter how much coke he had I would not go back

1 comment:

  1. This is so depressing to read as I can partially relate it to people in my own life.