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Friday, 25 May 2012

Courtney Love-Uncool

Grease - Summer Nights (Summer Lovin) [HD]

Alex Mica - Dalinda(Radio Edit) (Vdj Rossonero)HD

Feelin Hot Hot Hot!!

Mercedes Benz (janis joplin)

Taio Cruz - There She Goes

Bomb the Bass - Winter In July

zombie snowman - almost-animated parody of Frosty the Snowman

Pj Harvey - Shame

PJ Harvey - A Woman a Man Walked by

Fergie and Debbie Harry of Blondie 05-09-08 Fashion Rock's

Thursday, 10 May 2012


I need to offload,....I am living in this madhouse my landlords have been a pain to deal with...reached breaking point and at the stage where I have got help from my family, convinced the landlords that I am not a total psycho, I am not always drunk and don't need watching over 24 hours a day to ensure I don't kill myself...I don't wanna fucking die, right? Too bad they got that into their heads too late, I can't sleep in that place and would rather live in a shed or tent the way this has gone down.... Onto something more hopeful, despite the fact all this nonsense has been holding me back....hooked up with a new guy who is a bit more of a fiend and loon than I am, hoping in a nice way this was just not good having to explain to him over the phone why I can't have visitors here, he said wtf kind of place is this....his parents are rich but they don't help him any more so we are both broke....he texted and called me nonstop last night but has gone quiet on me today.....he does that sometimes. And his ego is bigger than mine.....but he is fun though and cares more than he wants to show or admit. He knows I have done sex work says it doesn't bother him if I still do....says he isn't possessive but he does comment or ask who it is if he calls and there is a male friend with me or whoever....I need some frigging paid work, selling cosmetics part time won't get me far. Having someone around me who is skint and likes to use can bring trouble as I know very well...but I have been on a buzz, he is bad but good if you follow... Maybe I may have found someone after my own heart I am just afraid of things fucking up...if cupid has a gun he would be stupid to use it...and don't aim wrong please as you did fuck up the last three times...maybe bad luck does just come in threes hell knows..... And I have had with god pushers....this semi rehab which I only went in cos I had nowhere else to go, was paying for a hotel with sex work money.....does not have professional therapists visit but allows this slimy douche over who pushes God, openly claims men are superior and tells me sex is sinful while he stares at me with his tongue open and his pants bulging..... I am skint but hope I can treat myself tomorrow......and have some fun with a kindred spirit!! xxx

Sleigh Bells - Comeback Kid

Tuesday, 24 April 2012

Blondie The Tide is High Coldcut Mix

Dawn Penn No, No No (GREAT QUALITY)

GoodFellas - The Shangri-las - Remember-Walkin' In The Sand

Bad Romance remix

Lady Gaga - Poker Face - Remix ( Jody Den Broeder Club Edit )

Far East Movement feat. Natalia Kills - 2 Is Better

Natalia Kills - Hot Mess lyrics

Natalia Kills vs Lady Gaga - Just Mirrors (DevilFeeL vs Glam As You Mix)

Bueno Clinic - Keep Me Alive (Club Mix)

Monday, 23 April 2012

I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace (Lyrics)

nicki minaj - starships.

Manic street preachers Patrick Bateman (la tristesse durera)

On the UP!!

Things are looking brighter in my world, though I still struggle and fuck at times having the jerks out of my life helps....the last one was sicker than I thought, Brit equiv of American psycho! Well shot....and the fact I met him through work has made me seek an alternative income via the meantime I will try to stick to the decent ones! I am over him though he still haunts me.....but I am feeling positive despite making ends meet and still trying to have a good time at weekends....I am still recovering from Saturday as went dancing and was up all night. Controlling my vices is hard work but I am determined....and have made some new friends, I try my best to avoid the street scene. Had a scrap with a crackhead when I was innocently walking back from the shop bitch pickpocketed my phone but I got it back. It didn't ruin my night out....I was determined not to let it!! I had a good time and met some new friends who are not part of the street or sex work scene....and btw I have a new flirtation on fb lol xx Ps music vid coming up about American psycho....last tribute to my shit ex!! Heard some things about him that made my flesh crawl, regret ever partying with him but the past is the past xx

The Fall - The Man Whose Head Expanded

The Fall - The Man Whose Head Expanded

Spooks - Karma Hotel

Thursday, 19 April 2012

Lady Gaga - LoveGame

Faithless - Insomnia

Lady GaGa - I Like It Rough

Lady Gaga- Starstruck (official music video)

Bruce Springsteen - Born To Run

Crazy Town - Butterfly

Clumsy-Fergie(Official Music Video)

House of Pain - Jump Around

cypress hill insane in the brain

Cypris Hill - I Wanna Get High

Nas-If I Ruled the World (Remix w/ Crazytown's Butterfly)

Ice Cube - It Was A Good Day (HD)

Cypress Hill - Lowrider

Plasma - Crazy (Neo Tokyo Remix)

Plan B FT Rolling Stones - Wild Horses Remix (Skins Tribute) (Video By A...

Nancy Sinatra - Sugar Town (RMX)

Ava Takes A Walk - Loose Lips Sink Ships (A.G.Trio Remix)

Monday, 9 April 2012

The Ronettes "Paradise" (feat. Veronica)

Angel of The Morning - The Pretenders

PRETENDERS - 2000 Miles

All I have to do is dream - The Everly Brothers

Week Ahead...

I hope all my followers have have a good holiday...mine been ok but could have been better....damn finances. I bloody spent so much on that hotel bill.....Easter weekend of all times. In a minute I will post a song in dedication of someone I have never met but have a crush sucks at times being single! xx Have a good week ..Got to be up at 8.30 I crashed out and need another vodka to get back to sleep x

Hole- Honey (Tribute to Kurt Cobain)

Hole - Be A Man

An Inside look at Natalia Kills

Natalia Kills - Hot Mess

Natalia Kills - Wonderland (FULL SONG)

To Catch Up

I have been couch surfing, up until paying for a b and b out of my own pocket last week I fucked up and intended to at least enjoy my Easter weekend but I fucking lost money, did it in and missed a party on Fri, went out on Saturday and got by on just under a gram and a few drinks when I could have done with more...why I get shitwrecked sometimes at home I don't know, I want to nip that in the bud it is a bad habit and one I can't afford....also had been hitting the bottle lately. The last time I saw Frosty the douche I was evicted from my room the same day......cos you were not allowed liquor there and I was found with two empty cans.....kicked me out on the street and I was stuck in a trailer during the cold spell with nothing....turkeying off benzos as having no booze or blow. He expected me to shag his mate for some crap blow while he shagged his new hooker in the other you know if you been following. I have a new room and I intend to sort my life out as I am sick of this shit......I want to concentrate on my writing, control my vices and save my using for weekends. Oh, and I am allowed to fucking drink where I am going unlike the last shared house, was rarely there cos my housemates did my skull in. The douche has not called and I have blocked him and his skank off facebook, maybe the ho calling the ho a skank sounds like hypocrisy but I don't pretend to love douches so I can get into their fucking house, nor put my tongue soooo far up their arses as she does his 'Aren't you wonderful blah blah blah'....I tell no man I love him unless I do. I am not a violent or vengeful person but I do not wish him or her well....I sussed her out on fb...when she met him she was a heroin addict and still has dvt...nothing against that we all have our vices ( I still dabble in opiates and my friend Mel is a beautiful dope fiend, just like I kept my looks when I had a smack habit, you don't have to let yourself go)...and the douche is a hypocrite...hates smack but uses cold water extraction for dihydrocodiene to come down off the blow never mind he bangs up steroids too...experienced some roid rage from him too...) but his new skank was an extreme fiend and her conversation was limited to heroin, prostitution, and men.....oh and the wonderful Frosty, who, in her words, still 'thought the world of me'. Sure. The jerk hated me all he wanted was to shag me.....all I used to do was jerk him off in return for blow (nothing to boast about) but to make me do more he had to make me fall for him......what a fucking jerk (0ff)!! as he could not get it up most of the time cos of the coke booze and steroids.....fuck you Frosty! You have already pawned your car so pimp your bitch out next as you tried with me and my last snowman succeeded in doing...good luck with you anorexic crack whore who looks 50 but has the body of a 15 year old and agrees to shave her body hairs and dress in your pervy schoolgirl I refused....I have got past the stage of pity for her as before she was the worst dope fiend in town and had no friends...but now she is on a meth script and has blow she has over 100....I have blocked her too....she licks his arse for blow...he hates being questioned his coke fuelled ego is blown up...she is as thick as two planks of as my friend...fuck you both skank and douche you deserve each other. Let him shag other women while he poses as your 'boyfriend'....but you are both using each other as you are both heartless using motherfuckers...get on with it and good luck! Glad bitch that through him you now have over 100 friends from your former four...goodbye sugar and not a moment too soon (too quote blondie). Fake female friends suck but men who fake relationships can rot in hell too...goodbye you nasty paper gangsta! My rant....they can both rot in hell!!! PS as summer is here I am eyeing up other matter how much coke he had I would not go back

Sunday, 8 April 2012

I know I have not been posting anything but music videos for a while but I have been struggling like hell with my practical day to day matters. Good news is I have not seen Frosty the fucking blow man for near two months and don't want to see the misogynist prick again...went so far as to block him from facebook.....rather raise my own funds than party with him or god help me fall for him...he can fuck himself and his nasty little skank of a goldigging fake bitch...may they rot in hell. But to all you real people happy easter from the dust bunny....I will catch up properly soon I have just been so unsettled...funny I wrote more when I did more coke..but then again I have been spending too much time on facebook of late the bloody thing....I will post tomorrow.....

Velvet Underground-All Tomorrow's Parties

Jefferson Airplane -White Rabbit-

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

Pretty Dope Fiend

Sleigh Ride - The Ronettes

Waiting to have a sleigh ride when I find a new snowman as someone stole my last...I have to self parody to stay alive with no drugs fiend I least I got booze and prescribed meds...

Monday, 5 March 2012

Buffalo Springfield - Mr. Soul

My dad introduced me to this song. Early Neil Young, great stuff!

Blondie - Little Caesar

"My name is Little Caesar
Friends call me LC
My Daddy's named the same
And passed it on to me
I'm the kinda guy who by and by
Who wants to be your friend
I'll make you a happy ending
I loop the loo
I do it good
I've been called alotta names
Some of them obscene
But you think I'm funny
And wonder about me
I don't worry anymore
Get uptight or fear
Back in the days of funny funny
They called me queer
They used to call me
They called me rudely

I'm a love 'em and leave 'em kinda fella
A good time gentlemen
Perform my magic for ya
Then I'll make my plan
When I'm gone you'll feel so low
Obsession outta hand
You'll find I'll linger in your mind
You can't forgive me
You won't forget me
You can't live without me
Can't live without me
You'll find there's not enough
And that you love too much
Can't live with me

You can't live with me
Can't live without me
Just call me Caesar

You can't forgive me
You won't forget me
I'm Little Caesar yeah"

Blondie Live It Up


Your old lover's lying in the gutter
He used to be such an all night strutter
"Oh, my heart," I heard him mutter
"Oh, my dear, it seems to flutter"
Ah, ah
It's so hard to say "No"
When the deck is stacked to only go slow
It's easy sweet to live it up
An easy street when you've had enough
Ah, ah

Darkened night, splashing light
Soft and white and so polite
Let him in, beneath the rim
Beneath the skin, your next of kin
Cleansing fire, funeral pyre
Broken wire grown inside her
Secret hush, swollen rush
It's soft and plush, it's so plush

You know it's so passe
To sleep without you every day
So easy to do your stuff
So easy to live it up
Ah, ah

Saturday, 3 March 2012

Sugar, Honey, Honey

sweets for my sweet sugar for my honey lyrics

Come on Candyman....I need a new snowman I can love forever lol...

Billie Holiday - I` m a fool to want you

Tina Charles - I Love To Love

L7 - War With You

L7 - Used To Love Him

Great cover....I aint killed him bout know the feeling...fuck his roid rage and his new bitch....

FUN LOVIN' CRIMINALS - Too Hot (full vers.)

Fun Lovin' Criminals - Scooby Snacks (MusicVideo)

Wednesday, 29 February 2012

Ronnie Spector - You cant put your arms around a memory (feat Joey Ramone)

I have not seen him for a long time...I miss the douche!

Ronnie Spector - Don't Worry Baby

Ronnie Spector - Farewell To A Sex Symbol

Kelly Clarkson - "What Doesn't Kill You (Stronger)"

The Fray - How to save a life (lyrics)

Maroon 5 She Will Be Loved lyrics

The Script- The Man Who Can't Be Moved W/ Lyrics On Screen

The Script - Breakeven with Lyrics

Wish I could make this song gender neutral...

Mika - Happy Ending Lyrics

Mika - Happy Ending