I do not always hate my work....but Monday's situation had repercussions that made me think. Some men are horrible, truly. The ones who make me so sick are those who despise me but do not mind the idea of shagging me when it so suits them...in fact a few of them have done. Never again.
No compassion, no sympathy for what happened - some men think it is impossible to rape a whore. I 'consented' to having that man's prick in my mouth, my only grievance was my lack of payment so boo hoo. They just don't get it - had I not thought I was being paid I would not have consented. There were other things about the situation that I would not have consented to had I known the full facts on what was to be - that was why I came close to a breakdown and found it impossible to work for a few days, necked a whole strip of diazepam. I have had good customers since that have made up for the rotten experience, but I have made it known I will not be passed from man to man like I am subhuman.
How one can shag someone they hate is something I don't quite understand...but then I am not a man, am I?
4 years ago